Suicide Nightmare

Sadness permeates my being  and I don’t know why
Images of guns and brains flying
Leave me alone!
I don’t want you and I won’t do it!
I’m a good person and I want to live!
Please haunt me no more

“You don’t belong here,” a voice whispers
“You don’t fit”

“Worthless failure”

“Give up and give in”

Again and again

It’s time to win!